Not much to say tonight, I had a post all thought out, but I'll save that for another time. This is a poem I got today in my e-mail from a friend:
the first time i cut it was great. the feeling of the blade slicing into your skin
it felt like all the pain that was draining from that also drain out
then when you pass out it feels like you finally got what u wanted and when you wake up you do it again and again and can't stop this feeling you get. its like an addiction that will never end its like once u start its so hard to stop.
the scars on my arms appear every day
the scars on my arms are with me to stay
to serve as a reminder the pain i receive
even though the world lives on is hell i believe
as the world goes on i live in a dark life
to end all the pain should i use that blade
again or just keep fighting this inside me
to never know is there something to gain
can i set myself free all this misery
or shall i remain drowning in this pain
no matter which pain the eternal scars remain
whats the point of living whens everything is a mess
everything is going wrong and i have nothing to live for
i try and try to make sense of everything thats going on in
my life but its not going as plan i fight and fight until my last
breath so i cut my wrist and watch the blood drain from my veins
the last thing i remember was how happy i was all i no is to get out of this place as i called hell
i finally got what i wanted and it was death
wow, huh?
Honestly this breaks my heart, it really truly does. She needs to know that she is loved.
How would you respond to someone who is so clearly broken? What steps would you take?
All I know is start with the simplest step, and that is to love as Christ did.
Take a moment and pray for someone you know who is hurting, or even pray for my friend up there.
wow, huh?
Honestly this breaks my heart, it really truly does. She needs to know that she is loved.
How would you respond to someone who is so clearly broken? What steps would you take?
All I know is start with the simplest step, and that is to love as Christ did.
Take a moment and pray for someone you know who is hurting, or even pray for my friend up there.
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