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I have a good friend who struggles with serious thoughts of suicide. I want to help her so badly and I don't know how. Today she sent me an e-mail, it was a post by a friend of hers. It was posted at 8:16pm, this girl died at 8:30. Today. My mind is honestly blown. Someone in the world today, at 8:30 TOOK. HER. OWN. LIFE. What would have happened if she had known the love of Christ? This is why we NEED to get the word out to people, and not just talk the talk but walk the walk. We need to show people we love them, love your family, your friends, but also love strangers, hurting people, broken people. Most people just say "Don't waste your time, they're too broken, its too late.' But how will you know unless you try. I want to fight for these people, they need to know that they are worth it and that they are loved and they are worth it.

I know people who have attempted suicide, but not succeeded, and here is a girl who is 16 years old and she felt so worthless that she took her own life. Below is her suicide note, read it. See how real her pain is, try to step into her world, see how alone she felt, and then take some time and pray. Pray for God to heal the people who are hurting because of her death, pray for people who are broken hearted, and lonely, pray for an opportunity to show a perfect stranger love.

My Suicide Note . January 06, 2011, 08:16pm

I want you understand that I never wanted anyone to get hurt by this

Only me I hate this world and what it has caused me but i don't hate you

One day maybe we 'll meet again I feel now is the right time to go

But please don't be upset Because i'm not worth crying over I'm not worth anything I don't want to be anything and don't want a life

So that's why I'm giving it all up today I hate my life so much and no one appreciated the fact that I'm living No one wants me here

Everything just screws you over and I hate life I'm just a speck of dust on here

And if i chose to stay, I would remain that way,

The torment, the pain, the grief, the worry the stain, and the never ending pain of life will be ending

So that's why I don't want you to be upset and sad,

But be happy for me I am happy this way

So there's nothing for you to be sad over

Finally i 'll be going to somewhere I belong, i 'll miss you all SO much,

This wont be for worse it 'll be for the better i 'll have the life i've dreamed of and we 'll see each other again,but for now its not the time I love you all so much and always

Please don't cry just think about the good times we had...

'I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE'

HELLO MY NAME IS 'NO ONE SPECIAL!'

love you all really so much so sorry ..

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